September 3, 2016 in User Posts
As the title states, it’s been slow going for my writing. I am easily distracted and do other things instead of writing. I don’t write as often as I used to. The only time of year I write on a regular basis is during the Nano months. I have come to think that maybe I delay writing because I fear something? If so, what is it? I have come up with a few theories such as fear of success or change or even harsh criticism. Maybe it’s a combination of the three? Maybe it could also be that I, as of late, do not feel as if I am good enough. Maybe this is why I hardly finish projects. I also suffer from dysthymia (a milder form of depression) which often affects my creativity and mood. It makes feel like I don’t want to do much of anything much of the time. I am currently trying to more thoroughly work on my worldbuilding and plotting for Song of Chaos. I think this is version two or three. I will get it right one of these days. The plot and the world are ever-changing things.
On a side note, I haven’t been on this site since I signed up, so that’s why it took me so long to approve my friend requests. Sorry about that.